If you are looking for a happy post, this is not it.
Today has been a crying morning.
I’m tired and frustrated and upset.
This week has been hard.
I can pretend that my Diabetes isn’t a big deal, but I’d be lying.
My sugars have been all over the place.
The past couple of nights, I’ve woken up with crazy highs.
Yesterday, I thought all was good.
Kept an awesome BS all day and even gave myself more than normal insulin before bed.
I woke up this morning, feeling exhausted, with a BS of 315.
No, it’s not the end of the world, I know that.
So, why am I upset?
I’m upset, because I have been working so incredibly hard to get back in shape.
Early morning workouts, running, eating clean and lots of sleep.
But when my sugars go crazy – highs make me feel exhausted and lows require added sugar aka calories.
I pulled out all my Diabetes books this morning and am making notes.
Later today comes the fasting and some tests to get my numbers in check.
As y’all know – I love food.
Which means, I hate fasting.
Oh well, it’s necessary…
A girls gotta do, what a girls gotta do.
Wish Me Luck!
So, I don’t totally bum you out on this Friday morning…
This made me laugh.